I had this horrifying dream two days ago. My belly looked like fat, like the inside turned to the outside. Really scary. It looked like fat and scar-tissue. And now I can't get that image out of my mind. It's making me s…

Found that shirt & jeans in my mother's closet. Shirt's too thight, can't get the jeans closed. So. In two weeks I want to fit into them and look good in them. And I freaknig hate my arms. They're so much bigger …

I feel like an adult now, with all those responsibilities. We went to the supermarket for some food, I need to lock all the doors and windows, need to feed my hamster etc. And I'm so afraid to forget something. Ahhh, bei…

Omg it's so hot and I'm so thirsty! I went to the city for some shopping & I wanted to take some pictures there so I asked my brother to go with me. We went there by bike and it was soooo hot. While riding on the bik…

Hmm. I feel crappy today. Guess it's because I'm getting my period soon. I can feel sad, angry and happy inbetween now and 10 minutes. It sucks, really. Anyways. I need to focus on my intake, has to be lowwwwww. Inta…